Falling

by Anonymous 

How do I keep from falling
when it is so easy to do.
How do I keep from hurting
when you hurt me so bad.
How do I keep tearing down these walls
when you forced me to build them up so high.
How do I learn to trust again
when I can't even trust myself.
How do I live a life without you
when you’re the only one I have ever loved,
so much as to get myself hurt.
How do I keep myself from going back to you.
Because every time I pull away
you pull me back in.
I know I get hurt but you pull me back in.
In the end it's always me getting hurt.
It's like I’m falling and I can't get up.
No matter how hard I try
you always give me that push
and I wind up falling.