by Tana
I felt so empty inside last night,
When I didn't receive your call.
I felt like crying, but instead...
I laid there staring at the wall.
We've been through a lot for two months together,
And I know that it hurts to hear my feelings
to your questions with WHATEVER
I honestly do think that I want to really understand
That we could never be anything more than just friends.
Is that what your title will always remain?
Because whenever I look at you, I don't feel the same.
I took a picture of you and held it real close to my heart.
I prayed that we'd always be together.
And yet, we're falling apart.
I told myself that I wouldn't cry whenever you decided to let go.
but i couldnt promise that for a fact, my love for you so true.
And if you were to ask me if I cared about you
or loved you always, the answer would never be NO.
I love you FRIEND.
And that title is all you'll ever be now, i guess.
Instead I promise to never let you leave my heart or become a faded memory.
Because I know that deep down inside, you will always be a part of me.
April 8, 2007
April 5, 2007
Teenage Years
by Candice B.
These are our Teenage Years...
The Best Days of Our Lives
Big Dreams ... Stupid Fights
Sleepy Days ... Endless Nights
Broken Hearts ... Mascara Tears
Mobile Bills & Credit Card Fears
Clothes Too Tight ... Shoes Too High
Out Past Curfew ... Another Lie
Eyeshadow Color ... Midnight Black
Lip-Gloss Flavor ... Cherry Attack
Loving the Stars ... Boys with Cars
Jewelry & Rings ... Fashion & Things
Designer Names ... Drinking Games
That is a taste of the teenage years,
When problems are too big for tears.
These are our Teenage Years...
The Best Days of Our Lives
Big Dreams ... Stupid Fights
Sleepy Days ... Endless Nights
Broken Hearts ... Mascara Tears
Mobile Bills & Credit Card Fears
Clothes Too Tight ... Shoes Too High
Out Past Curfew ... Another Lie
Eyeshadow Color ... Midnight Black
Lip-Gloss Flavor ... Cherry Attack
Loving the Stars ... Boys with Cars
Jewelry & Rings ... Fashion & Things
Designer Names ... Drinking Games
That is a taste of the teenage years,
When problems are too big for tears.
A CDs Last Wish
by Kelly
I used to be cutting edge,
the talk of the town all of the rage
i was the mini vinyl of this day and age.
All shiny and metallic
small and compact
i know whats new is old eventually
i suppose it's just a fact
But this i never expected
Theres nothing better than me,
That was of course until the birth of the MP3.
The internet's is its best friend
billons of tracks on there
you can get em at the click of a button
without any thought or care
Im on the internet as well
but im just a spare part
you internet shoppers dont want me
in your cyber shopping cart
Im not history yet however
im on shop shelves ansd window displays
im often a greater seller for christmas and birthdays
You older folks are wiser
you still have faith in me
please dont give in to peer pressure
say NO to the MP3!
I used to be cutting edge,
the talk of the town all of the rage
i was the mini vinyl of this day and age.
All shiny and metallic
small and compact
i know whats new is old eventually
i suppose it's just a fact
But this i never expected
Theres nothing better than me,
That was of course until the birth of the MP3.
The internet's is its best friend
billons of tracks on there
you can get em at the click of a button
without any thought or care
Im on the internet as well
but im just a spare part
you internet shoppers dont want me
in your cyber shopping cart
Im not history yet however
im on shop shelves ansd window displays
im often a greater seller for christmas and birthdays
You older folks are wiser
you still have faith in me
please dont give in to peer pressure
say NO to the MP3!
I Am
by Alexandra
I am strong and I am fierce
I wonder what will become of me
I hear freedom ringing
I see that Israel is coming
I want our souls to be so safe and loved
for I am strong and I am fierce
I pray that I will live again or that I will survive
I feel Israel come marching in
I touch the face of freedom
I worry about my conviction’s fate
I cry for my unborn children
for I am strong and I am fierce
I understand that my time is short
I believe that I’ve not fought in vain
I dream that my legacy will be followed
I try to secure the future of love not hate
I hope that my fight will prove the innocence of the nobles
so that I will be strong and fierce
I am strong and I am fierce
I wonder what will become of me
I hear freedom ringing
I see that Israel is coming
I want our souls to be so safe and loved
for I am strong and I am fierce
I pray that I will live again or that I will survive
I feel Israel come marching in
I touch the face of freedom
I worry about my conviction’s fate
I cry for my unborn children
for I am strong and I am fierce
I understand that my time is short
I believe that I’ve not fought in vain
I dream that my legacy will be followed
I try to secure the future of love not hate
I hope that my fight will prove the innocence of the nobles
so that I will be strong and fierce
Life Is Short
by Anonymous
life is short,
life is fun,
just forget all the things he's done,
life goes on,
as well you know,
forgive and forget,
thats my motto,
you see this person every day,
you feel you've gotta get away,
live your life you know you should,
but if only you could,
this man is old and strong,
he wont last long,
until the day he dies and leaves this world,
dont try and hide the lies,
speak up about this dirty old man that hurt you so,
i know you're scared i've been there before,
but just think its what HE caused,
the only way you will forget
is to speak up then you wont have regret,
now live your life as best you can,
live everyday as if its your last,
and forget the past!
life is short,
life is fun,
just forget all the things he's done,
life goes on,
as well you know,
forgive and forget,
thats my motto,
you see this person every day,
you feel you've gotta get away,
live your life you know you should,
but if only you could,
this man is old and strong,
he wont last long,
until the day he dies and leaves this world,
dont try and hide the lies,
speak up about this dirty old man that hurt you so,
i know you're scared i've been there before,
but just think its what HE caused,
the only way you will forget
is to speak up then you wont have regret,
now live your life as best you can,
live everyday as if its your last,
and forget the past!
Alone
by Jessica
What's terrible about being alone
Is knowing that you are alone
The wonderful thing about solitude
Is that your secret never escapes
No ones know the hidden scars
No one feels the cut
No one comforts the cries
Of desertion and hurt
They live alone in their own world
Forgetting that you even exist
That you were there in the beginning
And will remain until the end
But after all that's how I want it to remain
With my secret kept and theirs exposed to the eyes
For all to see and to use against
If my secrets were bare than they would know…
How I hide at night alone in my room
Searching for a hand to hold
Looking for a light
Fearing to feel the cold touch
Of another probing hand
Searching my soul for all it contains
Stripping me down to my core
Making sure everyone gets a chance
Of feeling my innards
Making me bleed and cry
And sending me to my special place
Where I am alone
What's so terrible about being alone?
You're safe and… Alone
What's terrible about being alone
Is knowing that you are alone
The wonderful thing about solitude
Is that your secret never escapes
No ones know the hidden scars
No one feels the cut
No one comforts the cries
Of desertion and hurt
They live alone in their own world
Forgetting that you even exist
That you were there in the beginning
And will remain until the end
But after all that's how I want it to remain
With my secret kept and theirs exposed to the eyes
For all to see and to use against
If my secrets were bare than they would know…
How I hide at night alone in my room
Searching for a hand to hold
Looking for a light
Fearing to feel the cold touch
Of another probing hand
Searching my soul for all it contains
Stripping me down to my core
Making sure everyone gets a chance
Of feeling my innards
Making me bleed and cry
And sending me to my special place
Where I am alone
What's so terrible about being alone?
You're safe and… Alone
On My Own
by Inksupreme
So afraid,
So lost in this
Dark empty world.
In this chaos, I lie alone,
Listening to my own heartbeat,
which is the only source
Of courage to me.
In this world,
I have to be
My own mistress,
My own slave.
It is my Life,
And if I dont care for it,
Who will??
So afraid,
So lost in this
Dark empty world.
In this chaos, I lie alone,
Listening to my own heartbeat,
which is the only source
Of courage to me.
In this world,
I have to be
My own mistress,
My own slave.
It is my Life,
And if I dont care for it,
Who will??
Everytime
by Meagan
Everytime he smiles at me
I can’t help but smile back
Everytime he holds my hand
I can’t help but hold his too
Everytime he hugs me
I can’t help but hug him back
Everytime he kisses me
I can’t help but kiss him back
Everytime he looks at me
I can’t help but look back at him
Everytime he says “I Love You”
I can’t help but say “I Love You too.”
Everytime he smiles at me
I can’t help but smile back
Everytime he holds my hand
I can’t help but hold his too
Everytime he hugs me
I can’t help but hug him back
Everytime he kisses me
I can’t help but kiss him back
Everytime he looks at me
I can’t help but look back at him
Everytime he says “I Love You”
I can’t help but say “I Love You too.”
March 20, 2007
Just to Feel Alive
by Courtney
I'm so afraid i love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But i have to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
I lay here out of faith,
Confused about what is real,
I feel you breathing for me.
I have everything for you,
I'm so afraid I love you.
The dark holds so many surprises for me,
You hold me under.
Why Me ?
Now let go of me, love,
I wish you all the worst for the future,
I'm so afraid i love you.
I hope you laugh at all the times i cried for you,
I hope you still see me face to facade.
I'm so afraid I love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But I need to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
And even now,
I don't know why.
But i would love to see you cry,
For me.
But i feel you breathe for me,
And i cannot waste my tears.
Not for you.
But my revelations come quick and fast,
And i have never really felt anything.
Just know,
That i've looked down on you
Trying to love you.
But I couldn't feel anything.
So just smile back.
I'm so afraid I love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But I need to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
I'm so afraid i love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But i have to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
I lay here out of faith,
Confused about what is real,
I feel you breathing for me.
I have everything for you,
I'm so afraid I love you.
The dark holds so many surprises for me,
You hold me under.
Why Me ?
Now let go of me, love,
I wish you all the worst for the future,
I'm so afraid i love you.
I hope you laugh at all the times i cried for you,
I hope you still see me face to facade.
I'm so afraid I love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But I need to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
And even now,
I don't know why.
But i would love to see you cry,
For me.
But i feel you breathe for me,
And i cannot waste my tears.
Not for you.
But my revelations come quick and fast,
And i have never really felt anything.
Just know,
That i've looked down on you
Trying to love you.
But I couldn't feel anything.
So just smile back.
I'm so afraid I love you,
I can't be alone with you,
But I need to be with you,
Just to feel alive.
Anger
by Raina
The days go by so slow,
as the nights seem to grow.
Drifted away by deep emotions,
lost in the waves of a deep dark ocean.
Sadness and anger begin to fill me,
wishing I could be set free.
Thoughts of anger control my mind,
I thought I could see but I guess I was blind.
By faith I suppose I was guided here,
to be trapped by anger and fear.
The days go by so slow,
as the nights seem to grow.
Drifted away by deep emotions,
lost in the waves of a deep dark ocean.
Sadness and anger begin to fill me,
wishing I could be set free.
Thoughts of anger control my mind,
I thought I could see but I guess I was blind.
By faith I suppose I was guided here,
to be trapped by anger and fear.
Sick
by Anonymous
Your stupid hope,
your sickening hope,
your obsession.
Stop it. I hate you.
Don't look at me.
I hate you. Stop.
Stop staring.
It's rude. I'm rude.
And I hate you.
When i think of
what it did,
I hate you,
and your stupid
reasons;logic
I never liked you.
I wanted to be friends.
Just friends.
But you just couldn't stop.
Your stupid hope,
your sickening hope,
your obsession.
Stop it. I hate you.
Don't look at me.
I hate you. Stop.
Stop staring.
It's rude. I'm rude.
And I hate you.
When i think of
what it did,
I hate you,
and your stupid
reasons;logic
I never liked you.
I wanted to be friends.
Just friends.
But you just couldn't stop.
We (as in her and him)
by Ally
She will never get over him.
Her first.
He caught her eye,
and held it, for the longest time.
Music.
They're only almost secrets.
She forgot her music once,
he gave it back to her the next day.
The next next day,
she heard it blasting in his room.
He openly talks about music,
his favorites, the deep ones, wise.
Secretly she listened, too, for hours
and felt like she finally found her music.
She was almost mad, once.
And he liked it.
She pretended to get more mad.
Once, she wouldn't look at him all night.
He followed her around, demanding attention.
The first time he touched her,
surprised her.
The next time, though,
she surpised him, touching him,
He wouldn't let her go.
She talks to him,
and him to her,
nights before, days now, too.
memories made and making.
she knows him best.
he knows her best.
He knows her style,
and she knows his.
They accept it.
Together everyday,
Lives merged,
Laughs entwined,
Talk continual.
He doesn't want it to stop.
She can't picture it.
They wont even try.
She will never get over him.
Her first.
He caught her eye,
and held it, for the longest time.
Music.
They're only almost secrets.
She forgot her music once,
he gave it back to her the next day.
The next next day,
she heard it blasting in his room.
He openly talks about music,
his favorites, the deep ones, wise.
Secretly she listened, too, for hours
and felt like she finally found her music.
She was almost mad, once.
And he liked it.
She pretended to get more mad.
Once, she wouldn't look at him all night.
He followed her around, demanding attention.
The first time he touched her,
surprised her.
The next time, though,
she surpised him, touching him,
He wouldn't let her go.
She talks to him,
and him to her,
nights before, days now, too.
memories made and making.
she knows him best.
he knows her best.
He knows her style,
and she knows his.
They accept it.
Together everyday,
Lives merged,
Laughs entwined,
Talk continual.
He doesn't want it to stop.
She can't picture it.
They wont even try.
Reality Check of the Century
by Mylana
You took one look,
And turned your back to me,
Developing unfair assumptions in your mind.
Take the time to dig deeper,
Penetrate the surface
and see things through my eyes,
Because,
No,
I’m not at all like you,
I sympathize,
I find a connection,
And reinforce it.
I don’t scrape the surface,
And take the sample,
To be accurate to the rest of the whole.
I apply the science,
Doing my job and analyzing what I find.
You took one look,
And turned your back to me,
Developing unfair assumptions in your mind.
Take the time to dig deeper,
Penetrate the surface
and see things through my eyes,
Because,
No,
I’m not at all like you,
I sympathize,
I find a connection,
And reinforce it.
I don’t scrape the surface,
And take the sample,
To be accurate to the rest of the whole.
I apply the science,
Doing my job and analyzing what I find.
Last Fix
by Aimee A.
I fought for that last fix
And realized I hit bottom.
I would never have enough
No matter how much I popped 'em
Overwhelming thoughts turned
My innocence to bullets.
Stuck in a dead life
Living solely off my next hits.
Lost support and dumped future
I became blind to the light
Pushed in treatment...
Forced to quit
I realize now it’s all I have
My last chance
And I'm fighting for it.
I fought for that last fix
And realized I hit bottom.
I would never have enough
No matter how much I popped 'em
Overwhelming thoughts turned
My innocence to bullets.
Stuck in a dead life
Living solely off my next hits.
Lost support and dumped future
I became blind to the light
Pushed in treatment...
Forced to quit
I realize now it’s all I have
My last chance
And I'm fighting for it.
Dance to Me
by Anonymous
when i am gone
dance to me
swirl
spin
dance
when i am gone
dance to me
feel the music
be the music
dance
when i am gone
dance to me
let the music take you away
you take the music away
dance
dance to me
when i am gone
dance to me
swirl
spin
dance
when i am gone
dance to me
feel the music
be the music
dance
when i am gone
dance to me
let the music take you away
you take the music away
dance
dance to me
Lovin' You
by Dymon L.
everyday i waited,
and waited for you to say the words
i wanted to hear the most
day to day i keep lovin you,
but you act like you dont know,
but sooner or later im gonna have to let go,
cuz lovin you drives me crazy
as crazy as havin ya, baby
but lately you've been actin shady,
im cryin for you, baby,
but im done cuz lovin has killed me
and my love's just about dead
but always remember that i was lovin you,
KEEP THAT IN YOUR HEAD!
everyday i waited,
and waited for you to say the words
i wanted to hear the most
day to day i keep lovin you,
but you act like you dont know,
but sooner or later im gonna have to let go,
cuz lovin you drives me crazy
as crazy as havin ya, baby
but lately you've been actin shady,
im cryin for you, baby,
but im done cuz lovin has killed me
and my love's just about dead
but always remember that i was lovin you,
KEEP THAT IN YOUR HEAD!
Go Hard or Go Home
by Jodi B.
Beam, Bars, Floor, Vault
Get you routine without fault
Stretch, Twirl, Bend, Flip
Just be careful not to slip
Practice, Practice 'til you get it right
Jugdement day will be a fight
You have to be the best,
Better than the rest
Grips and leotards,
This stuff's not that hard
As the judges sit and criticize,
You just have to realize,
You know this stuff,
It's not tough.
When you land it perfectly,
The crowd will cheer triumphantly.
You did it, you're done.
Walking back to your seat
thinking "Wow, that was fun"
The scoreboard flashes nine point eight
Coach says "Wow, you did great"
You hear your name called for the gol.
You think inside "This never gets old"
This makes all the pain worth while,
when you stand up on that block and smile
Once again surprised to find,
the only thing that you hear,
Are the loyal crowd cheers.
Beam, Bars, Floor, Vault
Get you routine without fault
Stretch, Twirl, Bend, Flip
Just be careful not to slip
Practice, Practice 'til you get it right
Jugdement day will be a fight
You have to be the best,
Better than the rest
Grips and leotards,
This stuff's not that hard
As the judges sit and criticize,
You just have to realize,
You know this stuff,
It's not tough.
When you land it perfectly,
The crowd will cheer triumphantly.
You did it, you're done.
Walking back to your seat
thinking "Wow, that was fun"
The scoreboard flashes nine point eight
Coach says "Wow, you did great"
You hear your name called for the gol.
You think inside "This never gets old"
This makes all the pain worth while,
when you stand up on that block and smile
Once again surprised to find,
the only thing that you hear,
Are the loyal crowd cheers.
February 23, 2007
Rose
by Anonymous
A rose is something special
Given for true love.
A rose is for a mother
Who you love so very much.
A rose is for a sister
Who always understands.
A rose is for a friend
Who is always there.
A rose is for a neighbor
Who's always helping out.
A rose is something special
Given from the heart.
A rose is something special
Given for true love.
A rose is for a mother
Who you love so very much.
A rose is for a sister
Who always understands.
A rose is for a friend
Who is always there.
A rose is for a neighbor
Who's always helping out.
A rose is something special
Given from the heart.
I Thanked the Lord
by Kory
I thanked the lord for you today
For hands that give so much
For your kind and thoughtful spirit
and your caring gentle touch
I thanked the lord for you today
For your angel heart of gold
For your words of guidance and support
For arms so quick to hold
I thanked the lord for you today
In every thought and prayer
and asked the lord to bless you
and keep you in his loving and gentle care
I thanked the lord for you today
For hands that give so much
For your kind and thoughtful spirit
and your caring gentle touch
I thanked the lord for you today
For your angel heart of gold
For your words of guidance and support
For arms so quick to hold
I thanked the lord for you today
In every thought and prayer
and asked the lord to bless you
and keep you in his loving and gentle care
Bounce Back
by Ami
You hurt me,
and try to bring me down.
You betray me and lie.
Hoping I will die.
You try to take it all away,
and leave me here alone
in the dark and gray,
So I pray.
I pray one day
you will see what you can be,
you can see the good you have inside
of this troubled boy you can only see.
I pray one day you heal
and can stop ripping
yourself and others, like me, down.
I hope you bounce back
from this pain you feel
as I know I will.
You hurt me,
and try to bring me down.
You betray me and lie.
Hoping I will die.
You try to take it all away,
and leave me here alone
in the dark and gray,
So I pray.
I pray one day
you will see what you can be,
you can see the good you have inside
of this troubled boy you can only see.
I pray one day you heal
and can stop ripping
yourself and others, like me, down.
I hope you bounce back
from this pain you feel
as I know I will.
February 17, 2007
Fulfilled by Another
by Jessica
A thousand nights
I dreamed a dream.
Fair and lovely,
A vision from a holy ground.
A bed of roses,
Running streams,
Cries of glee,
On a warm summer day.
A life meant for me,
But only a dream.
The divine watchers forgot
A small meek mouse
Hoping for a better existence.
Yes, a thousand nights
A dream dreamt for me
Given to another
That's the way it has to be.
A thousand nights
I dreamed a dream.
Fair and lovely,
A vision from a holy ground.
A bed of roses,
Running streams,
Cries of glee,
On a warm summer day.
A life meant for me,
But only a dream.
The divine watchers forgot
A small meek mouse
Hoping for a better existence.
Yes, a thousand nights
A dream dreamt for me
Given to another
That's the way it has to be.
February 8, 2007
My Greatest Fear
by Kara
Is losing her.
The one who I love.
Shes everything to me,
and sometimes I wonder
if i'm everything to her.
She says she loves me,
then tries to prove me wrong.
Why? Why do I have to put my heart on the line,
why do I have to care so much?
Why do I love her?
Why do I want to touch her,
and feel her skin so soft and warm
on mine, so pale and cold?
Maybe because everything about her
makes me want her more.
The way she smells,
the way her head always finds the right spot
on my shoulder.
The way her smile
makes all my pain and worries disappear.
The way she can make me happy from mad,
with just a look.
The way her hand fits mine so perfectly.
The way she walks,and the way she talks.
The love in her eyes, when shes meets mine.
The way I want to hold her close
and wipe away every tear.
The way she knows just the right thing to say
when I need to hear it most.
The way she laughs,
the way she moves.
The way she talks,
and the way shes perfect.
Maybe those are the reasons
why i'm falling so hard for her.
But, she tells me that these are all lies.
That she doesn't believe me
when I say I DO love her,
and I want to touch her so bad.
Why does she always ask if I love her?
If I didnt, then why do I lay awake at night
wondering if shes thinking about me?
Why do I try to kiss
her smooth and soft lips every time I see her?
Why do I stay with her?
Why do I say I care so much?
But, all these things I say
she says she doesnt believe me.
Shes perfect.
On the inside and out.
I just wish she could see
how much she means to me.
Why is it every time we kiss,
and then part, do I want to hold her
and kiss her longer?
Why do I touch her the way I do,
wondering in my mind
if she feels it like I do?
Why is it every time we're togather,
I feel so free?
But every time we're apart,
I feel so numb and dead?
My greatest fear is losing her.
Losing everything I love.
I pray to God every night that she loves me,
that she really does
and that she wants me just as bad as I want her.
I could go on and on about her,
but i'm afriad that if I do,
you'll fall in love with her, too.
Is losing her.
The one who I love.
Shes everything to me,
and sometimes I wonder
if i'm everything to her.
She says she loves me,
then tries to prove me wrong.
Why? Why do I have to put my heart on the line,
why do I have to care so much?
Why do I love her?
Why do I want to touch her,
and feel her skin so soft and warm
on mine, so pale and cold?
Maybe because everything about her
makes me want her more.
The way she smells,
the way her head always finds the right spot
on my shoulder.
The way her smile
makes all my pain and worries disappear.
The way she can make me happy from mad,
with just a look.
The way her hand fits mine so perfectly.
The way she walks,and the way she talks.
The love in her eyes, when shes meets mine.
The way I want to hold her close
and wipe away every tear.
The way she knows just the right thing to say
when I need to hear it most.
The way she laughs,
the way she moves.
The way she talks,
and the way shes perfect.
Maybe those are the reasons
why i'm falling so hard for her.
But, she tells me that these are all lies.
That she doesn't believe me
when I say I DO love her,
and I want to touch her so bad.
Why does she always ask if I love her?
If I didnt, then why do I lay awake at night
wondering if shes thinking about me?
Why do I try to kiss
her smooth and soft lips every time I see her?
Why do I stay with her?
Why do I say I care so much?
But, all these things I say
she says she doesnt believe me.
Shes perfect.
On the inside and out.
I just wish she could see
how much she means to me.
Why is it every time we kiss,
and then part, do I want to hold her
and kiss her longer?
Why do I touch her the way I do,
wondering in my mind
if she feels it like I do?
Why is it every time we're togather,
I feel so free?
But every time we're apart,
I feel so numb and dead?
My greatest fear is losing her.
Losing everything I love.
I pray to God every night that she loves me,
that she really does
and that she wants me just as bad as I want her.
I could go on and on about her,
but i'm afriad that if I do,
you'll fall in love with her, too.
Love Is Pain
by Crystle
love is fake.
theres nothing you can do
about all the heart ache,
like when you find the right person
and you think it could be the one,
but somehow you get deceived.
it feels like your heart is being ripped
into a million little pieces,
the heartache feels like it lasts for eternity.
but you cant help but to love.
Is it better just not to love?
Be cold and heartless
for the rest of my worthless little existance?
Will i ever find the right person,
or am i just going to die alone and cold hearted?
Sometimes i just wish i could just disappear
or just have never been here.
would it make the heartache disappear?
when i look into the mirror
i think to myself....
is it me...?
love is fake.
theres nothing you can do
about all the heart ache,
like when you find the right person
and you think it could be the one,
but somehow you get deceived.
it feels like your heart is being ripped
into a million little pieces,
the heartache feels like it lasts for eternity.
but you cant help but to love.
Is it better just not to love?
Be cold and heartless
for the rest of my worthless little existance?
Will i ever find the right person,
or am i just going to die alone and cold hearted?
Sometimes i just wish i could just disappear
or just have never been here.
would it make the heartache disappear?
when i look into the mirror
i think to myself....
is it me...?
Hero
by Ami
I never got to tell you, you are my hero.
I never got to say I love you that one last time.
So here is all I wish I could have said.
You stood so tall, respected and known.
Nothing bad ever to be spoken.
When I was just a little girl, you gave me pride.
I know I've messed up since you've died.
But don't worr,y one day I'll be standing tall,
And respected and known. Just like daddy!
I never got to tell you, you are my hero.
I never got to say I love you that one last time.
So here is all I wish I could have said.
You stood so tall, respected and known.
Nothing bad ever to be spoken.
When I was just a little girl, you gave me pride.
I know I've messed up since you've died.
But don't worr,y one day I'll be standing tall,
And respected and known. Just like daddy!
Who Am I?
by Emily
Its SICKINING how I act when you say " hi"
Its REVOLTING how the movie plays behind my eyes
Inside my head there are dreams
Waiting to be found but, Im SCREWING and MESSING around
I am DISGUSTING how I feel when I see you looking at him
I want to THROW UP this putrid sense of jealousy
I must SCREAM to let go of all this hurt
But you were the one getting hurt first
I am SICK IMITATION of what I once was
A stupid, sick COPY of "why" or "because"
SHUT UP, SHUT UP!, please shut your mouth
I don't WANT to HEAR, not another SOUND
What happened to the MIRROR OF WHAT I AM?
I'm WEAK, I'm WEAK of this plan
Planning of what to say when he arrived
I guess my crush has you DEPRIVED
This crush its SICK, SHUT UP EMILY, think!
Why do I like him?, its HOPELESS
You have LOOKS, VOICE, and TALENT,
he like you for who you are
I am a FAKE, turn back to what I was!
Why am I DIFFERENT to you?, I'm not
I am EMBARRESSED of saying something awkward
For you laugh at me and say
"no, no, NO, EMILY GO AWAY!"
I am DISGUSTING for making you cry
I am STUPID for asking WHY?
Why am I STUPID?
Why am I IGNORED?
Why am I SELFISH?
For wanting MORE?
Its SICKINING how I act when you say " hi"
Its REVOLTING how the movie plays behind my eyes
Inside my head there are dreams
Waiting to be found but, Im SCREWING and MESSING around
I am DISGUSTING how I feel when I see you looking at him
I want to THROW UP this putrid sense of jealousy
I must SCREAM to let go of all this hurt
But you were the one getting hurt first
I am SICK IMITATION of what I once was
A stupid, sick COPY of "why" or "because"
SHUT UP, SHUT UP!, please shut your mouth
I don't WANT to HEAR, not another SOUND
What happened to the MIRROR OF WHAT I AM?
I'm WEAK, I'm WEAK of this plan
Planning of what to say when he arrived
I guess my crush has you DEPRIVED
This crush its SICK, SHUT UP EMILY, think!
Why do I like him?, its HOPELESS
You have LOOKS, VOICE, and TALENT,
he like you for who you are
I am a FAKE, turn back to what I was!
Why am I DIFFERENT to you?, I'm not
I am EMBARRESSED of saying something awkward
For you laugh at me and say
"no, no, NO, EMILY GO AWAY!"
I am DISGUSTING for making you cry
I am STUPID for asking WHY?
Why am I STUPID?
Why am I IGNORED?
Why am I SELFISH?
For wanting MORE?
Illuminations
by Anonymous
Too late the sun has set
For lowered eyes have noticed
How less the horizon flows gently
Capturing the image of the night
In the eyes of the unborn
And the hearts of space
Twinge at the sight of reflections
Water crystals spray petals
Of pillowcases and comforters
Billowing wind turns tables
Stooping low the branches
That scrape at your conscious
Too late the sun has set
For lowered eyes have noticed
How less the horizon flows gently
Capturing the image of the night
In the eyes of the unborn
And the hearts of space
Twinge at the sight of reflections
Water crystals spray petals
Of pillowcases and comforters
Billowing wind turns tables
Stooping low the branches
That scrape at your conscious
This Scripted Show
by Jesse White
They claim to know my pain,
but still admire my shame.
Bullets in the brain
take it all away,
but I cant, it wont happen.
My fingers start slipping,
I'm losing my grip
I'm losing my cure.
My eyes arent pure anymore.
Whats this all for,
feels like I'm going to war
without a sword and shield.
Looking around
finding that this field goes on,
suddenly it turns ablaze;
see my life through this haze.
Hearing the voices I must be a crazed man.
Under this weight I cant stand,
dropping to the floor.
Here I stay, still remaining somehow.
It's the here and now,
where all my sins came around to me.
Shooting from the ground
I watch the black plant grow.
Welcome to this scripted show,
I'll build a ladder to try to steal
the stars from the sky.
But God will cut 'em down,
these plants and ladders,
falling down forever.
Never will I know
the end of this scripted show.
They claim to know my pain,
but still admire my shame.
Bullets in the brain
take it all away,
but I cant, it wont happen.
My fingers start slipping,
I'm losing my grip
I'm losing my cure.
My eyes arent pure anymore.
Whats this all for,
feels like I'm going to war
without a sword and shield.
Looking around
finding that this field goes on,
suddenly it turns ablaze;
see my life through this haze.
Hearing the voices I must be a crazed man.
Under this weight I cant stand,
dropping to the floor.
Here I stay, still remaining somehow.
It's the here and now,
where all my sins came around to me.
Shooting from the ground
I watch the black plant grow.
Welcome to this scripted show,
I'll build a ladder to try to steal
the stars from the sky.
But God will cut 'em down,
these plants and ladders,
falling down forever.
Never will I know
the end of this scripted show.
My Perfect Life
by Robbyn
you came into my life,
suddenly everything was right.
I needed you to hold me tight
but you felt fright.
As I came closer, you pulled away,
I guess Ill wait till the perfect day.
I loved you from the very start,
you are wanted for stealing my heart,
I dont ever want to be apart.
Stay with me please dont leave,
My breath goes away when you touch my sleeve.
I feel a rush when you give me a hug
I feel warm and snug in your strong arms.
Yes Ill wait those 5 long years,
and yes there will be alot of tears.
But when it comes that perfect day,
you will never be away and everything will be ok.
you came into my life,
suddenly everything was right.
I needed you to hold me tight
but you felt fright.
As I came closer, you pulled away,
I guess Ill wait till the perfect day.
I loved you from the very start,
you are wanted for stealing my heart,
I dont ever want to be apart.
Stay with me please dont leave,
My breath goes away when you touch my sleeve.
I feel a rush when you give me a hug
I feel warm and snug in your strong arms.
Yes Ill wait those 5 long years,
and yes there will be alot of tears.
But when it comes that perfect day,
you will never be away and everything will be ok.
February 4, 2007
Hmm...
by Anonymous
I’m in a cellar above the ground
I see a rainbow but it’s not round
And all my dreams come crashing down
I’m in the present, but I feel the past
Will I ever find a love that will last?
My life is slow, but it’s gone too fast
At the playground, I’ve gone down the slide
But it’s not a game, It’s not a ride
When I reach the end, I have died
There’s dirt in the sky, and stars in the ground
I will soon be lost, yet once I was found
I once was free, but now I am bound
Out in the freezing sun, burning snow
My map doesn’t show which way to go.
What have I learned? I just don’t know
I feel so exposed, while I hide my heart
I control my whole self, yet just a part
And frozen blood waits to melt my heart
I’m in a cellar above the ground
I see a rainbow but it’s not round
And all my dreams come crashing down
I’m in the present, but I feel the past
Will I ever find a love that will last?
My life is slow, but it’s gone too fast
At the playground, I’ve gone down the slide
But it’s not a game, It’s not a ride
When I reach the end, I have died
There’s dirt in the sky, and stars in the ground
I will soon be lost, yet once I was found
I once was free, but now I am bound
Out in the freezing sun, burning snow
My map doesn’t show which way to go.
What have I learned? I just don’t know
I feel so exposed, while I hide my heart
I control my whole self, yet just a part
And frozen blood waits to melt my heart
Solitude in Solitude
by Jessica
The wind becomes a raging blow
whipping at my feet
the ground begins to sink below
at your eyes show their heat
The flowers turn into the dust
slowly fading away
holding back the tears of joy
that you will never get to see
The hurt is there behind the stone
searching for the root
wishing to destroy its exsistance
hoping to forever be alone
The wind calms and then she sees
the burning light of everything
that everyone could be
the hopes and dreams that were destroyed
She faces another day somehow
still searching for the why
and if it was to go away
then she would be alone
happily, happily alone
But she is already alone
except of course for the wind
and the dust
and the never fading memories
of nothing
The wind becomes a raging blow
whipping at my feet
the ground begins to sink below
at your eyes show their heat
The flowers turn into the dust
slowly fading away
holding back the tears of joy
that you will never get to see
The hurt is there behind the stone
searching for the root
wishing to destroy its exsistance
hoping to forever be alone
The wind calms and then she sees
the burning light of everything
that everyone could be
the hopes and dreams that were destroyed
She faces another day somehow
still searching for the why
and if it was to go away
then she would be alone
happily, happily alone
But she is already alone
except of course for the wind
and the dust
and the never fading memories
of nothing
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